best wishes for your path and check out jewelers loupes sometimes to look at the beautiful trichromes of the bud. That is what really helped me start to appreciate the plant, looking at it super close up. There's many on Amazon but this is the one I got!

https://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B08RSB7S79/ref=ppx_yo_dt_b_search_asin_title?ie=UTF8&psc=1

I found a 2-pack that has one of each kind for $12.99

https://www.amazon.com/JARLINK-Jewelry-Illuminated-Magnifier-Foldable-dp-B08RSB7S79/dp/B08RSB7S79/ref=dp_ob_title_def?th=1

I'm going to pick that up along with the Carson that someone else mentioned.

https://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B00LAX52IQ/ref=ppx_yo_dt_b_asin_title_o02_s00?ie=UTF8&psc=1

I'll return whichever one(s) I don't like. Thanks!

I found a 2-pack that has one of each kind for $12.99

https://www.amazon.com/JARLINK-Jewelry-Illuminated-Magnifier-Foldable-dp-B08RSB7S79/dp/B08RSB7S79/ref=dp_ob_title_def?th=1

Last purchased Nov 18, 2021. Color: Black | View order

Works great.