I had the same problem. I recently switched to a refillable A5 binder. I found these blank 160gsm pages on Amazon. I like them because they are very white. I've started using Procreate and I like to print out some journal pages now. These can be printed on both sides without issue. I've only been using them about a month but so far so good.
https://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B09PXYXKBJ/ref=ppx_yo_dt_b_search_asin_title?ie=UTF8&psc=1
good luck!