I'm sorry you feel down, hun! I was going through some rough things yesterday and I know venting to all these lovely people makes me feel better. Just know a lot of people here support you! Hug hug hug!
Something good that's going on is I got to open one of my Christmas gifts early ! I hope you feel better soon. If the Reddit gods choose me, I would love Zoya Dahlia.
Well, my cat's name is Snickers, not fluffy wuffykins, but hope she makes you smile anyway.