OMG THAT IS NOT THE BOOK!

BUT because I started looking at that link and searching with other terms I FOUND THE ONE I WAS THINKING OF.

Okay, enough caps. :) Seriously, though! I was wrong about the title--it's actually True Magick. My 12 year old self has a terrible memory, apparently. At least the rest of my descriptions were correct.

Your description of the cover was even similar! I don't believe in coincidences so I really think I would not have found the book without your help.

You really don't know how much this means to me. This book was really the first exploration into anything spiritual and I haven't really thought of it over 20 years.

Thank you so much!

edit: please inbox me your email address, I have something for you!