This is the journal I bought if anyone wants to know.

https://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B07PWDGPK2/ref=ppx_yo_dt_b_asin_title_o03_s00?ie=UTF8&psc=1

I think its pretty cheap and actually is a very nice journal. Some of the journals I saw were like $20 and I didn't want to pay that much haha. It's plain white but it comes plain in other colors too if you dont want white.