Being an easy going person, makes it even more fun, because no one knows what you will stumble upon along your experiments! Go with the flow but with the intention of improving and finding the confidence that is in you ;)

Some TED talks I like: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jpe-LKn-4gM

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZFWyseydTkQ

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c0KYU2j0TM4

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VeMovhCn47s

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hTkxWQU_hWg

Plus, you will find many more while browsing ;)

If I should recommend you an ebook, Choose Yourself by James Altucher is absolutely phenomenal. It's not free but it's $0.99, a totally symbolic price. Feel free to PM me or getting back to me with your progresses!